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About Jin
When Jin said “You see the bright and funny side of me, but I also get depressed very often. I’m just trying to stay positive for you guys”. Given Korea's age hierarchy, the oldest person in any group would directly influence the group dynamics. So if today the boys are closer to each other than family, share their problems with each other without the fear of being judged, fool around together, it’s because of Jin. Because Jin, being the eldest, made them feel at ease in his presence and created that joyful and lively atmosphere of Bangtan that we all love, which helped them open up and be themselves. Had Jin been a cold and distant hyung, the group relations would have evolved differently. Even during the fight, when he saw that Taehyung was about to cry, he apologized saying it was his fault. He cares about them so much to the extent that he’s willing to admit something was his fault when clearly it was no one’s fault. And BTS said several times too how they appreciate Jin’s happy and positive personality.
How many times must he have put his own feelings aside for the sake of the boys. Ughh I hope he gets all the happiness in the world. I love and respect Kim Seokjin with all my being.
4/21/18
Also check your moon and rising.
Aries: Worry not- your kindness is soon going to be rewarded. You have not been lenient and giving in vain. Someone is waiting to give you everything you have given right back- and then some. Simply let them. Yes, you’ve been met with agitation, with anger, with fear. Sometimes, though, the universe gives you back something truly wonderful. Good karma is finding it’s way to you.
Taurus: You may be looking for joy in all of the wrong places. Ironically enough, it has been said by many that if you are searching for a specific feeling or a specific event, you will not come to find it. Although this may not necessarily be true one hundred percent of the time, it would be in your best interest right now to enjoy what comes to you effortlessly- and stop trying to force enjoyment in the areas of your life you are not satisfied with.
Gemini: You may have been contemplating taking a leap of faith, or making a decision that could, potentially, change the course of your current life. If you’re going to do it, do it now while the idea is still fresh in your mind. If you have too much time to think about it, you may backtrack, and you do not need to backtrack any more than you already have.
Cancer: Asking others to treat you with respect and with kindness does not make you selfish, nor does it make you “needy.” It merely makes you a human being who does not deserve to be stepped all over like an old carpet. However, the bottom line is, you shouldn’t have to ask. What you do from here on in is up to you- but remember that. You shouldn’t have to ask.
Leo: Your mood may be going a bit haywire at the moment. Perhaps one minute you are happy, and the next you are nervous, unsteady, and all around morose. You most likely want to return to your cheerful self- but it is also possible that you’ve become accustomed to foreboding and other negative feelings and don’t know which side of you feels “safer.” Learn to flow with the changing moods for now- but remember to separate them from your intuition. Ask yourself if there is actually a reason to be fearful…or if it could possibly be your mind playing tricks on you.
Virgo: You don’t need to make excuses for other people. If someone didn’t show up, that’s on them. If someone didn’t want to participate in an important event, let the others sort them out. If someone let you or other parties down, that’s their own doing. It is wondrous to care about and love others- but it is not your job to take the fall for them all of the time. Surely, there are other ways you can show your love without it being detrimental and taxing to yourself.
Libra: If someone or something doesn’t sit right with you, then stay away from it. You don’t need an explanation for everything, nor do you owe everyone an explanation. That nasty feeling in your stomach is explanation enough. Don’t question it. Just stay away.
Scorpio: Although it can be nice and a good form of escapism to retreat into a world of your own, don’t allow yourself to delve too deeply into that world today. Sometimes, we can find great inspiration within ourselves. However, at other times, introspection can feel awfully lonesome. If you feel like spending time with someone, let them know. Being alone with your own thoughts can be tiresome after some time has gone by.
Sagittarius: The people surrounding you may be a bit over dramatic and petty at this moment, however, you don’t need to let this stifle you. Surely, the drama will put a damper on your seemingly improving mindset. Separate yourself from immature situations and remember who you are. Remember that you don’t need to get involved- no matter who is trying to push you to do so.
Capricorn: You’d do well to add a spark of sunlight into your life- something small that puts a smile onto your face at otherwise dimly lit moments. That can mean whatever you want it to mean. But you should treat yourself if you are able to- maybe buy something or see someone that you know is going to uplift you, and for the first time in a long time, trust that tomorrow will take care of itself. Have a day that’s just for you. Just for the Spring cleaning period of your mind.
Aquarius: Misery loves company- it is a tried and true cliche. But no one said that that company had to be YOU. Allowing others to drag you down does not define friendship- it defines selfishness on their part. It’s one thing to be there for someone you care about, and another to allow yourself to be drained by their negative influence. You’ll know the difference when you feel it. Just don’t overexpose yourself to such downtrodden vibrations.
Pisces: Maybe, right now, you don’t even know what’s wrong. Perhaps it’s a boiling, surfacing mixture of just about everything. Which is fine, however, in order to deal with a problem, you must first dissect the problem and figure out which pieces of it are most important to you. Begin dissecting that sadness today, if you are able to. Although it may be painful, it is ultimately necessary to begin the process of your healing.
4/20/18
Also check your moon and rising.
Aries: It can be easy for you to grow frustrated, especially when you have expressed your frustration on multiple occasions and still see no change or result. You may be feeling like nothing could possibly work here- that you’re doomed to suffer through this until it’s end. But don’t despair. Don’t give up. Don’t stop looking for answers, and don’t ever stop trying to find the right one.
Taurus: You can’t force yourself to feel comfortable in a place where you know for a fact you don’t belong. You can’t force yourself to adjust to circumstances you don’t like. You can’t force yourself into a label you don’t identify with. Although you like control, you can’t always control the natural processes taking place within your psyche. It is better to work with them, and not against them.
Gemini: You feel like home to many people. Although your interests are varied and you can, at times, be somehow travelling in multiple directions at once, do not think that nobody is committed to you or that anyone is merely around to laugh. You mean a lot to multiple individuals. Your presence in their life is irreplaceable. You are more than just a fun time.
Cancer: Don’t feed into something that would outwardly seem like a good idea until you really ask yourself about it. Without knowing all the details, you have no way of fully understanding what it is you may be getting yourself into. Sure it may sound tempting, but…. at what price?
Leo: Don’t let your mind get ahead of itself. It is difficult for you to not worry over things you have no control over…because if you had control over them, why would you worry about them? However, jumping to the worst case scenario 100% of the time won’t make for a positive outcome. Learn to give someone you love the benefit of the doubt. They mean you no harm.
Virgo: Now is not the right time to be burning bridges, both for your benefit and the benefit of those around you and close to you. You have other matters to deal with. There are times when it may be right or justified to be cutting ties left and right, but you don’t have to go to that extreme just yet. There is a reason you can’t let this go. There is a reason you don’t need to let this go. Hold onto that reason.
Libra: You are searching for an escape. A way to get out of your head, a happy distraction, ultimately some sort of flight you can take that will take you far away from your problems. But when you come back…the issues will still be unresolved, won’t they? You can’t run away forever. It’s not fair to you…nor is it fair to anyone else. Be brave.
Scorpio: There are certain things you will never understand and certain answers you will never get. It’s pointless to waste all your energy trying to discern something that cannot be revealed- trying to understand something that cannot be understood. You have to accept that there are things that are far better left unsaid. You don’t have to know everything, and you don’t have to tire yourself rummaging through your own psyche for all the answers you don’t know. Give yourself a break. Concentrate on traveling down a friendlier path.
Sagittarius: You are exhausted. Mentally, emotionally, at times physically…. and you no longer feel like explaining this to other people. You often feel as though others close to you should KNOW what is wrong…that they shouldn’t have to ASK. But you need not dismiss their questions. They are asking because they care…not because they want information out of you. Believe them. Inform them. You’ll be glad you did.
Capricorn: Although some may say it is beneficial to accept constructive criticism from others, you are the only person who truly knows yourself and knows why you behave the way you do. If someone tries to criticize you today, or any other day, you are not obligated to adjust your behavior to suit their needs. You most often try to be nothing if not your authentic self- and if others don’t like that, simply let it slide right off your back. You don’t have to listen.
Aquarius: Some may believe that brutal honesty is the best way to go, in friendships, in relationships, and just in basic human conversations. Although honesty is always admirable, you must be mindful of the way you express your honesty. You will get nothing out of hurting others, but everything out of gently revealing the truth.
Pisces: You don’t have to love someone who doesn’t treat you like they love you. Words are just words. Even if this person supported you financially, or at times mentally and emotionally, this does not mean they have been ultimately good to you. You’re not overreacting. If you feel you’ve been abused or betrayed- that’s a good enough reason for you to harbor negative feelings toward this person. Do not feel sorry for them. You owe them nothing.